So next week, I hit 2 months on t. Yay. And like stuff has definitely been changing. I've been surprised because I'm on a really low dose and so far, I'm happy with it.

I feel like I keep trying to push you into this non binary narrative because that's what you've always felt like to me. Am I pushing too much? Am I being transphobic? No.

I don't think so. But it's definitely easier in society to be one gender or the other and not a little rainbow narwhal as I like to refer to

myself. I was like, why am I not completely, unconditionally, 100% happy? Because I am. Because I think it's so hot And, like, you know what I mean?

Oh, you mean you're jealous.

Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I wish I had that camaraderie of, oh my god. Like, this dress is so uncomfortable.

But then I'm like, no. I specifically bought dresses that I'm in I'm comfortable in. And I And you look really in I'm comfortable in.

And I You look really good in them too.

Yeah. I do. It was so hard to get to the gay part that I I know that thinking about anything else just feels like, can we just not?

Alright. I love you. I'm Maddie Cox. And I'm Alex Cox. This is a show about gender, our minds, and transitions.

Welcome to 2 Headed Girl.

I wanna go home, so let's do this, title of our sex tape. I couldn't help but I'm sorry.